bubble is so hungry.

it is the 3rd day that bubble has been home.she had spent the 1st night in the house,going around sniffing every nooks n corners.she had gone under shifa's bed since that was her favourite place.

after the major sniff about,she plonk herself flat and went to sleep..not for long.since the next thing i knew she was on bed meowing her head off. she must be cold since she was shivering but she was so hot to touch..like having fever.

we tried to calm her down but she just went around meowing,was she hungry,she did not eat anything since she same back from the vet,must be the anaesthetic.

she woke me up meowing and pushing her head against my hand.i know that gesture,she is hungry and i bet she must be very hungry.it was 5.29am and to bubble,there is no time like chow time.

so the two of us went down stairs and got her meal..but alas, she just sniff and leave it be.
come on bubble,you must be hungry or you won't have woken me up at this hour unless for solat subuh.


later at 8 am,i went to her cage and saw then she was just lying there motionless.my feeling says that she is just so tired..tired of being hungry.she heard the grill and woke up meowing and pushing her paws through the cage clawing to touch me.

do not worry bubble,tonight you will sleep with me again and i will get some other cat food for you.,so you will not be hungry again.

bubble sakit.

dah berapa hari bubble tak mau makan..so akhirnya bawa dia k vet. rupa2nya dia bengkak gusi..gingivitis. lepas tu ada kurap sama,patutlah duk mengaru aje.
doc cucuk 2 jarum n bagi ubat untuk seminggu.katanya by then baiklah.

la dah lebeh dari seminggu tapi bubble tak mau jugak makan,kalau bagi pun,abis kuat dia hidu2 pas tu pi duk jauh2.bubble sakit ya..za selalu duk tanya dia.meooww pelan dia jawab.

kalau lah bubble boleh bercakap tapi taklah nama kucing pulak! sekarang ni tengok dah tak bergaru2 macam hari tu,kut2 fah baik kurapnya.nampak kulitnya dah kering dan berkeruping.

ari senin nak bawa g vet,cek semula nak tau jugak pasai apa tak mau makan.k sebab dah sedap makan makanan yang lembek ari tu kut.nak kena grooming sama,dah teruk sangat bulunya.dulu menawan tapi lani dah tak keharuan.

moga2 tak ada penyakit yang mudarat wahai bubble,kerana ingin hati bersama bubble sampai lah hari tua. walau pun kucing kadang2 lebeh senang bercakap dengannya dari orang..dia tak menjawab..

Baby in waiting..

Today is the 8th week to the minute that my Hajar is pregnant.When I was carrying her,I was 25 then and she is hardly 23 years old.I guess sometimes being a younger mom makes a great difference and it helps,especially when it comes to bonding with the child.


It is a beautiful feeling knowing that not too long from now you be hearing to the wailing of hunger or wet,the cry of colic.I wish little babies don't have these colic,they make those poor darlings cry all night long and them young parents freaking out their wits.I remember the times when Hajar,Mariam,Shifa' and Aishah had those knee -jerking arm -throwing sessions,all through the night and there I was cuddling them in circle,round and round the room,till I got the migraines.


Now that they are all grown up and becoming mom and aunts,I look back and ponder,how did I manage such task,caring,nursing,feeding,though that's what I am still doing.Well,some how or rather, Hajar will be doing that too.


She has to realise that,no mom ever escape such ability,even though she might think whether she can do it or not.It will comes naturally for when a mom looks into the eyes of her child,the mother in stints blooms and like she has been train all her life,she just starts off fine.

I have ponder over and over these years and I still cannot believe myself the miracles that I do with my children.No matter how much you sometimes screams at them or feel upset that you wonder what you have done wrong,you know that you have done a good job when you see them walk away with their spouse for you now can smile and say "Now it is your time to be a wife and a mom",most probably she too will be as fine as you had or perhaps better,that will be the best gift.

Such a long break!!

Boy,it has been sometimes since I last post in.All the time taken for Hajar's wedding and then our break to Penang and of course our long awaited trip along the coastal road round trip to Trengganu.

It was like everything came all at once.one after another and when you sit down and wants to post.Hei.it is August already,where had the time go?Am I missing something here?

Came back home and had a change of mind and decided to make the unforgettable trip round Malaysia,this time was on our side,managed to secure a Tuscon and it was worth the trip.It was like an endless journey,we kept on going and going and reality sinks in when you find that such good things had to come to an end.A week was enough with Banding,Temenggor Lake,the drive up Titiwangsa,coming from Gerik to find ourselves in Jeli,crossing Dungun river on the new bridge and endless snaps of photos.

It was a beautiful trip,a part of our life where we never thought we would be doing it.Now being at home with the normal routine,life is more or less normal,insyaAllah sometimes in March next year when the baby comes,Yes,we are going to be grandparents..can you believe that?

Will I be quite till then or shall I post more about anything under the sun, think I will take it slow and try to post as things happen.

Missing them Meows

Today is the 3rd day,we brought them cats back from the Vet (boarding),after leaving them there for 4 days.They were fine except Bubble had so much to complain,she was practically meowing all the way with her high-low n growling notes. Princess injected at random with her "Keep quiet Bubble"meow.
Once at home,we let them out of their carriers,the next thing you know Bubble was out in the lawn.and Princess went around sniffing every nooks n corners.
Later in the evening,we had to caged Bubble because she was almost ran down by a SUV and if not for Shifa and Mariam, back from the shop,she would have been Catnapped by two small girls.almost ready to bag Bubble.
Princess had to be watched closely because she had laid tummy expose on the road!.
I think they are showing some kind of retaliation after being caged up for such a period at the Vet.Well.sorry Meows,I cannot help it but that is for the moment the best place..like the saying goes..You are in good hands.

Oh My Princess!

Princess has been here for two days and she has finally dared to ventured out of the back room.Eyeing just by the door,she would jerk her head as soon as she senses some movement and whoosh disappear,sandwiched between the wall and the freezer,oblivious of the space and the plugs.

Bubble have yet to meet her counterpart,since I had to caged her for some times now. No,I am not being mean but she just won't stay home..the moment you open the door,you'll see her end tail wagging to you Bye!

My girls are worried if she is out,not only she sleeps in the drain(luckily it is always dry) and she must pay a visit to Teddy,our neighbour's dog,(a Terrier),She will paced the separating wall.meowing and give Teddy the growl and when Teddy jumps to her,she will squarely poised herself and look at him sideways and takes a nap.

So,now,I wonder how am I going to make these two- world -apart felines be friends.

Princess,just like her name,is demure and all the soft lady like and giving you that Cuddle me look and Bubble,is,Lo and Behold!!

There are times,she comes to you,purred and twirls around your leg,you bend gives a scratch and rubs her stomach and " Thanks!.I'll be back"..she gone.

Well,it is too early to say but Allah can make miracles..lets leave it to that.

A new Meow in the house.

Last nite at 9pm,we had some visitors,a friend of Beau.They came with a family member with four legs,Yup,it is a Cat.They call her Princess.She was to be given to us,since her owner now had a bout of Athma and Princess had made her turn bad to worst.

Well,as her name suggested,she came with her entourage of beddings,food and toiletries.One big size cat she is,though you cannot hear a squeak of noise from her.Being new to the enviroment,she was soon snugged behing my Ikea drawers n Book box,pushed herself right up the wall n looking at wall with that You can't Touch Me look!

This morning she went a missing.. We were looking high and low for her.No,she is still in the house,no doubt because all the doors and windows were closed.even Bubble was still in her cage,asleep.

So much later,Beau found her snugged behind his workbox.so we got her out and tried to gave her some food,she gave that Where am I gaze and we brought her to her Loo..she made her natures call and guess what..I ain't getting out of this tray.So we had to bring her out and tried to feed her again.and the next thing you know she's gone.

So,there we were calling for her and there she was deep deep in and under the Dixan,placing herself between Aishah's skateboard and us..Ha Ha now u can't catch me!!

Well.we gave up,have it your way,may be you'll come out when you are hungry. So,I place her food tray in the room and let it be.

Hour or so later,she has move to another part of the room,hidden behind some other thing but now she has eaten some of the cat food.So,Princess,it seems ,You are not that easy to please but like any other cat,I bet you'll come sooner or later for it is boring being alone,especially behind those stuff.

Never too late..

Since December was the holidays season,hubby n me decided to let the gals took up swimming lessons.Well.I decided too,a couple of weeks after them.Well.after coaxing a few friends from the Tai Chi group,we were ready as ready could.
Came one fine Saturday morning,by 7.30 we were there at Pusat Akuatik Shah Alam,complete with the swim gears,goggles n kick boards.Giggling n talking at once,wondering how well we'll do for the first class.
Well.for a start the teacher,a very young one mind you,came in half an hour late n hardly got into the water.There we were with six other woman,trying to blow bubbles and getting comfortable in the water.and yet she was was just not doing her job..with hardly any techniques or tips or advise for that matter n Bang by 9 she out of the water..TaTa TuTu,gotta go now see you all makcik2 tomorrow!
Now,we were all stunt,was this for real or it is just a gimmick for the first class.Well,believe it or not,it when on till the end of the 8 classes n none of us could even float properly.Complaints have been made but of course on deaf ears.Replacement classes have been fix but then where was our teacher?Boy is it so hard to teach us the makcik to swim?How come the other makcik2 n pakcik2 in the other clubs are lapping across the pool.
So now it is back to getting another class..hoping for a private tutor to teach us at our friend's condo..but then she will back from U.K in Feb,so till then we'll just have to practice where we were left off with..the breaststroke kick..if I can remember the techniques.
Still I got my hubby n children to help me..today the gals are having their evaluation to go level 4,the final level..n they have been jumping from the diving board,seem kinda scary at first but the gals seems to enjoy it.Hubby has been doing countless laps at the pool so does Mariam,whenever she is free.
Hopefully by Feb,I am able to learn the proper way n have a whale of a time in the pool with my family n friends and loose weight..insyaAllah.